Everything here was made with care, and offered with the same intention — that you might find something that meets you where you are. Browse slowly. There is no rush here.

BOOKS

Chasing Light: From Darkness to Dawn

Simone Bowyer

There is a particular kind of disappearing that happens quietly — behind achievement, behind steadiness, behind the version of yourself that everyone around you believed in.

Chasing Light is an unflinching memoir of trauma, perfectionism, addiction, eating disorder recovery, grief, and the slow, embodied work of returning to yourself. It does not promise a single moment of breakthrough. It tells the truth of what it means to stay — to choose life again and again, even when that choice is hard, even when healing moves slower than you hoped.

This is a book for the ones who have been holding on without knowing it. For anyone finding their way back to who they were before they learned to disappear.

Print copy — R350 (excl. delivery)

Author-signed print copy — R400 (excl. delivery)

Holding Light: An Everyday Miracle

Simone Bowyer

Holding Light is what comes after survival.

Where Chasing Light is about reaching — grasping for something to pull you out of the dark — Holding Light is about what happens when the light arrives, and you are asked to stay with it. It is a quieter, more confronting kind of work.

This memoir moves through the reality of living without the coping mechanisms that once kept everything at bay — through treatment-resistant depression, multiple diagnoses, and the slow, often invisible process of learning how to live inside a mind that doesn't always feel safe. There is no dramatic collapse here. No singular moment of rescue.

Instead, this is a book about sitting in the aftermath. About rebuilding a life not from urgency, but from intention. About the quiet, everyday miracle of continuing.

Coming soon.

REFLECTION DECKS

I'm Still Here

For the part of you that found a way through — even when you couldn't see one.

This deck honours the version of you that survived. Not despite how you got through — but because of it. It speaks to the parts of you that stepped in when they needed to, and the slow, non-linear experience of finding your way back to yourself.

Each card is a moment of recognition. A quiet voice that says: I see you. I'm here.

Coming soon.

I’m Here Now

For the part of you that needed someone to stay.

This deck is a return — not to analyze, not to fix, but to sit with the younger parts of yourself that learned to go quiet. That learned to manage alone. That carried more than they should have, without anyone noticing the weight.

Each card is a moment of re-parenting. A voice that says: you're not alone in this anymore.

Coming soon.